Thoughts by the pool

I just had to write what I was thinking. I am sitting here watching Dylan and Jaxon go from the pool to the trampoline and back to the pool. Just playing together like two brothers should - without a care in the world - And I have just become overwhelmed with my love for these two little guys. I can remember before I even became pregnant with Dylan, that I wrote a poem. In the poem it talked about this amazing love that I felt for someone I had never seen or never touched. For someone I had never known and about how one day this love would be calling me Mommy. And now, after all these years, I have two amazing loves. I got to actually physically feel this love on October 28, 1998 when they put Dylan in my arms and again on May 16, 2002 when Jax came into the world. I even got to feel this love a third time and I know that love is waiting for me in heaven. What a blessed woman I am.